
Baby....
Sunday, December 19, 2010 |12:17 AM
Being a mommy is undeniable, tough.
I don't really have the right to say this.
Well, for baby's first month i didn't really take care of him myself.
On the 2nd month right till 4th month,
I was on my own, and 2 months passed by just as quickly.
And I put my baby in the care of my aunt.
I only bring him back every weekends.
So I was really doing an easy job. :p
But...
As a parent,
I won't possibly be feeding him, putting him to sleep only.
I need to educate him.
And this is IMPORTANT.
Feeding him good education on his first few starting years,
Defines him.
Characteristics, personalities, his interests and much more.
And I realise,
how great was my daddy and mommy.
At least I'm not a fucking retard or some bad tempered bitch(ahemahemIambadtemperedsometimesforgivemelol).
I do think about this sometimes,
(i wonder if the daddy does this)
How shall I speak to my son?
Does this kind of things come to a person naturally?
Of how to be a parent?
Well, seeing I am a young parent and maybe me myself isn't very mature.
So, shall i become my son's friend?
But how?
I always pictured scenes in my head,
when one day, my son learns to run around and causing mischief.
shall I scold him like how some parents do?
Or shall I do it some way, explaining to him this is not right.
:S
You know baby,
Mommy hope that you grow up into one fine little man.
With good manners,
Sharing with mommy your little secrets,
Making many small friends,
Maybe one cute little girlfriend or two,
A young little man, that mommy will be so proud of you. :)
Mommy promise,
Mommy will always listen to what you have to say,
And you too, have to listen to what mommy says.
Mommy will try my best to be your best friend forever.
You should understand,
your daddy(baba) is trying hard to act like a MAN.
but baby, don't misunderstand.
Daddy is not being harsh.
He just don't know how.
Forgive daddy alrite?
daddy is a newbie. xD
Let's just show him how,
and you be friends with him too.
Because, daddy loves you just like mommy does.
You'll know when you grow up and become a daddy yourself. :)
Baby,
Mommy wants you to grow up strong,
And live a happy and healthy life.
Baby,
Mommy loves you.
Mommy will always be there for you,
For whole of mommy's life.
