I think I was too exhausted these two days.
On Monday,
went shopping whole day with the hubby,
then at night helped out cleaning the maternity house.
Then due to some reason didn't get enough sleep.
Thus, false labour.

But this time was wayyyy different than how it was the last time.
Me and the hubby thought baby is coming out so soon already. -.-
The pain started around 8.50pm,
comes n goes every 5minutes.
It becomes more pain each time.
The stomach was also harder and stiffer like a rock.
One should be resting in such situations rite.
Hehe, still, I went out to Mid Valley as my ji-mui's and LHT-JACS are over there.
Hubby needed to get the shoes from Marvin,
and I thought it wouldn't harm to go see my ji-mui's. :D
But the false labour did not stop.

After that, reached home around 11pm.
The pain drew away all my energy.
Lied on the bed, and fell asleep.
Woke up a couple of minutes ago.
And it went away... tadaaa. lol.

Hubby and I kept telling our little baby,
"don't come out so fast k,
wait till CNY's over first.
Or at least become a tiger zai,
not a moomoo zai."
Maybe, he listened. =D

okays, back to get some rest.

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I just need to say this stuff.
couldn't keep it within me.
just needed to spill it somewhere else.

I feel like.... I can't decide even for my own life?
Yes, I do have plans to do this and that.
but, things aren't so easy,
when you're not with your own family.
Even with the own family,
things might not go your way,
imagine where my situation is right now.
I am in a place, where I couldn't voice my opinion.
And what's worse, the hub acts as a kiddy.

The house where I will spend 1month for my maternity month.
It was said if we are fine staying there,
it will be ours to stay.
OK, honestly.
I am friggin happy.
I feel stressed out staying with the parents-in-law.
I am not the type to communicate with elders easily.
Last nite, we went over there with the parents
to sorta clean the house and bring some needed stuffs over there.
After everything is done,
went back home, and our mood was really good.
But later that night,
we were told that, the 2nd brother brought a bunch of friends,
and gambling over there in that house.
The feeling was like, a thunder struck us through.
like WHAT THE HELL rite?
There was this incident months ago,
where they say the 2nd bro wants to go over there to stay.
BUT it was just said. like rumours stuff.
that house is too big for just 1 person to stay in,
and what's worse, he wouldn't clean and take care of the house.
So , now what?
minds changed, and we're not gonna stay over there anymore?
or just for that 1 month period?

It's not that I wanna complain.
I just want to at least decide for my own life,
AND for my own child.
I am the parent,
I have the rights.
I am really happy to accept advices and sharing of experience.
But not interference into my decision and my life.

OK, I THINK THIS IS ENOUGH.
ANYMORE WILL MAKE THINGS WORSE.
THIS CRAP IS TO BE REMAIN IN THIS BLOG.
I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE ABOUT THIS.
THAT'S ALL. FULL STOP.

Ok, I broke my words.
I did not update on the day that I mentioned in my previous post.
Hehe.

SO...
Saw my little baby again that day.
He's fine.
Head still a little bit bigger.
But the doctor say it's fine,
nothing serious to worry about,
cos every baby measures differently.
Can't find two 100% same geh baby.

And we talked about delivering the baby.
Currently there's two kinds of pain killer used in Malaysia.
One is called Pethidine,and another one Epidural anesthesia.
The first one reduces the pain,
but not removing the pain 100%.
This makes one feel sleepy,
but compared to the next one, it is more often used in Malaysia.
Epidural is an injection at the back,
and half of the body will become numb.
Making you feel nothing at all.
And of course the pain of labour will become nothing.
But because of this,
one may not have enough strength to push the baby out naturally,
and needs the help of a vacuum thingy to erm,
hisap the baby out?
This makes ppl feel so uneasy. -.-
And it makes me feel like....
no.... I don wan that vacuum thingy....... to go in my petpet. ._. LOL
Heard this from the sis-in-law,
saying that one of her frens did this,
and after that her petpet is swollen,
she cant even sit properly due to the pain. -.-
It made me went "............"
SO, that is a NO! haha.. -.-

Packed my “走佬袋”. (canton : jau lou doi ; direct translate : running away bag)
Got the list of the items from the doctor.
Baby's stuff 90% ready.
The house where I will be for my chor yuet is still under preparation.
Will be done any day soon.
(maybe that will be where we staying permanently in the future.
still yet to be decided, cos have to see the 1mth staying over thr ok or not)
*hopefullyit'sanok*

ai yai yai~~~~~~~
CNY coming lerrrrrr,
Baby coming lerrrrrr...
huhu...
aiyerrr, stop lerrr,
don wanna make myself nervous. =D

stay tuned~~~~~~~~
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Haven been updating for some time.
what did I do this whole week?
Hmmm. went swimming for not twice, but thrice this week.
Spent all my free times browsing through online shops.
And I think I'm seriously addicted to it,
cause I couldn't stop thinking bout it any minute. -.-
Too bad, I don't have a choice
cause I think I might be the most FREE person in the world.
free daooooooooo, I oso dunno how to say.
And shopping / "image" shopping online kills my time efficiently.
Cause of this....
The idea of starting my own online shop kept bugging me.
Still figuring and studying how to make things work.
It looks so easy,
but when seriously starting to get into it,
things became much more complicated.
WELL, hope it works,
at least I can earn myself some extra pocket money. *yums* =P

Enough with the dreams,
now comes the nightmare.....
IT'S SO SOON ALREADY!!!
The little baby will have to come out and face this world himself.
But still, daddy n mommy will promise you a safe and warm world,
just like where you are right now. =)
The 1month "chor yuet" nightmare is also crawling closer. -.-

You know what, I just learned this today.
A woman cannot drink water - pure water during chor yuet.
If not the stomach will be big? swollen? or sth liddat.
omg lor.. water oso cannot drink. -.-
can only drink those red dates water, or milo or sth else just not pure water.
AND AND I guess everyone knows this.
A woman cannot shower during chor yuet.
I really cannot imagine, what if I don't wash my hair for 1 freaking month.
I'll go crazy, and become a siao za bo.
But it's seriously really important to have your chor yuet properly.
Any small little mistake matters and may affect the whole life. =S
Oh, and those who know me well,
should know that I'm not a drinker.
But there are these rice wine la, erm, chicken wine? ginger wine?
I dunno wad wine la, have to drink these wines during chor yuet.
I'm worried that, I will get drunk after drinking those. lol
I don't wan baby to have a drunk mother right after he comes out. ._.

AND AND can I not eat those chor yuet foods.
Erm. "pork leg vinegar" (direct translate frm canton) is yucky.
Erm. "fried pig liver/kidney" (or any freaking animal offal) is YUCKY!
And chor yuet food sure will put a lot of ginger like it doesn't cost a cent.
...getting sick just by thinking of it ady. T-T

haihzzz.
ok currently sitting in the cafeteria of this badminton court,
where the hubby is inside burning his fats, kononnya.
I don't find any of his fats burnt. -.-
Tomoro can see my dear little one again. =)
cause it's time for my next check up.
hmmmm, what more what more?
will update tomoro,
if I remember. *fingerscrossed*
might just get lost in online wonderland again. Haha.

stay tuned.
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Normally, at this time of the year.
I should be shopping and hunting for new clothes around the malls.
To prepare for Chinese New Year.

But now, I can only admire those clothes hanging in the shops.
Don't even have the guts to touch it,
tears might be rolling down the cheek. LOL dramatic me.
The very evil hubby, -.-
is being as evil as usual,
people know I effing cannot fit into that cloth,
but hello I'm a girl maaaa,
I saw this cloth I think very nice,
I'm just trying to tell you,
the cloth is nice. *and I'm very kelian, can see cannot touch*
You don't have to effing use your dead fish eyes,
scan through my whole body,
smile like some ugly frog,
and say:" You can wear meh?"
WHAT THE EFF LORRRRR....
I'm so kelian. :(
I LIKE TO BUY IT AND HANG IT ALL ROUND MY ROOM,
TO REMIND MYSELF TO SLIM DOWN QUICKER CANNOT?
SEI FAT ASS AHHH. i hate you D:

And now I'm being all emo,
cos I have not been shopping like those ordinary girls out there,
for like... 8 months?!
The desire to go shopping within me,
is going chaotic n driving me mad.
wuwuwu~ someone there to lend me a shoulder that I can cry on?
I wanna dump that fat ass ady.

1+months till my baby coming out,
No point I buy some preggy cloths now.
Wouldn't be wearing them after baby is born.
Buy those ordinary cloths, later can't wear pulak.
So must tahan abit. Don't waste the money first.
Save it up, until I finish "chor yuet".
Ohohohohoho.

ok, enough whining. -.-
I also feel tired ady.
*long&lifelessSigh*

It was a last last minute plan last night,
suggested to go for a movie,
because I felt boring and I wanted to watch "Avatar".

Went for online booking,
but due to some problems was unable to book the tickets in 1Utama.
Then found out the cinema over in Tropicana City Mall,
also called Digital mall, in section 14,
(somewhere near SS2 I think.... o.o)
is extremely empty.
So, without booking,
we went straight over there after dinner.
Bought a ticket,
although the cinema is really empty,
we need to queue up 20 minutes for drinks and snacks. -.-
Got our butts set in the chair just the right time. Phew. =p

Movie was great.
Even the very picky hubby said it was good.
Heh heh.

Going over to my mom's house later,
sister's birthday tomoro,
celebrating for her later.
As the hubby will go for badminton tomoro.

My sister&monther-in-law are going to a holiday to China.
So, will be helping the sister-in-law with her dance studio for one week.
arghh, the pain in the back. T-T
Sitting too long makes my back ache.

Might be crapping a lot this whole week,
cos I have nth better to do. =3= lol

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Just came back from my checkup.
and the measurement of my baby did not make me happy.
I am 32 weeks pregnant now,
and baby's head measured the size of a baby 34 weeks,
thigh bone the size of 33 weeks.

baby ahhh,
you're growing too well. T_T
mommy just decided to deliver you naturally,
you cooperate with mommy a little.
Don't grow too big, if not hard to pop out neh...

Hope you will be just the right size while it's time for you to come out,
like the doctor said, still quite a long way to go.
You be good kay,
don't inherit your daddy's big head genes. -.-

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Happy new year everyone.
and here comes 2010,
a lot of challenges awaits.
I'm gonna be a mother this year. =)

It's already January now,
due date on 4th March.
which means,
only less than 2 months ahead till my baby is born.
=S

Been asked by a lot of people,
and I myself was still hesitating.
until recently, I've decided which.
To give birth naturally?
Or to perform a Caesarean section?
Had a chat that day with hubby's sis-in-law,
which is hubby's eldest brother's wife.

Chatting with her feels good,
and we mentioned about this topic.
I've always think of naturally giving birth is better,
because performing a caesarean,
hurts our body more,
and it needs a much more longer time to recover fully after that operation.
And also harder to slim down. =p
She said that to give birth naturally is best for both the mother and the baby.
Of course, getting into labour is painful.
But she did mention this,
giving birth naturally, the pain comes when u get into labour,
by that time, you won't be that afraid anymore,
instead you would gain courage when every pain comes.
This pain will be gone right after the baby is born.
And you'll be as good as new.
Whereas, after a caesarean section,
when the anesthetic is gone,
the pain is much more painful,
imagine, your stomach is cut open. ARGHHHH the horror.. lol
And you can't take any pain killer as you will be breast-feeding your baby.
Not sure for others, but I will be. =)
The wound takes a longer time to heal,
and the pain may sustain for a few months. <-- this is horrible.

And so......
it concluded with,
I'm gonna try my best all the way,
to give birth naturally. =)
unless I really cant bear the pain,
like seriously, it's killing me those kind of pain,
then I'll ask for a caesarean.

SO,
that's all. =)
may god bless me.
love you baby.
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My birthday 09-09-1990.
I'm a wife to my hubby.
A mother of a cute little boy.
I have a naughty little doggie.
These are the family members of my cute little family.♥


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