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Sunday, May 9, 2010 |4:24 PM
Behold...
Ok, this would be a very emo and erm complicated and erm psycho(?) post.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately.
I've actually live my life like some rubbish.
Sighs.
There isn't any achievement to be really showing off I've made for all my life.
I think that I'm a smart ass, in fact, I'm bloody proud of it.
Come to think of it, that's so shallow of me.
I sure hope I was another person instead of this me.
Well, one must bear the responsible of what one has done.
身为女儿，我……很惭愧。
我曾经是个很叛逆的女儿。
但，说实在的，再怎么叛逆，我的心始终向着家里。
我曾经埋怨父母，曾经觉得他们好讨厌。
可是最后的最后，
我是多么的爱你们。
我始终牵挂着你们。
因为我们的不慎，
必须结为夫妻，
必须从家里嫁出去。
你们的不舍远远超越我对你们的不舍。
我不应该让你们如此的担心我。
虽然距离不是南北两极这么远，
但是我是多么的渴望能与你们天天相聚。
在此希望你们健健康康。
爸爸也不要再那么固执了。
去看医生好吗？
至少自己的身体要健康，才不会受那么多苦。
There's these feelings deep within me.
Now that things are all settled,
I should be preparing on my upcoming life.
I need to plan my life accordingly rite now.
A lot of stuffs to consider.
I would be all so well, if I weren't a lazy bum.
Sighs.
There isn't much problem actually,
I have the supports I need.
However there are still some things I need to take into account,
and start worrying myself.
It would be a waste of time and energy to worry actually.
But too bad,
I'm a virgoan,
Virgo just loves to think.
Actually I didn't really express all I need to say.
Words just isn't enough.
In mandarin, 百感交集啊。
ok, so till the end of this post.
I didn't really say waht I wanted to say.
ohhh, crap. -.-
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