you'll always be my love. :')
Tuesday, March 9, 2010 |12:24 PM
forgot to mention about this very very important thing in my previous post.
My MoMo.
I've been missing him since the day I went away from home,
to go to the hospital.
Everytime I think about him,
I will feel like crying.
I was with momo everyday since the day I bought him.
It's been one whole year.
And now separating him away from me makes me feel so sad.
It's not good to keep pets when there's a small baby at home.
Sigh...
Everytime hubby comes back from his mom's place,
I'll be very sure to ask, "how's momo?"
But today,
he went back home to have lunch with his parents,
and he called me and told me this bad news.
Momo has to go for a surgery.
Since months ago momo was suspected to have problems.
His testicles cannot be seen.
And finally today,
hubby's 2nd brother called the vet to come.
And he said momo has to go for a surgery to do sth with the balls.
damn, why should this happen when I'm not with momo?
Do you know how worried was I when receive such news?
I couldn't help my tears.
I mean, it's not serious matter like his gonna die or sth.
But momo's gonna suffer pain. :((((((((((((((((
And I couldn't even hug him or talk to him before he go to the hospital.
I'm his mommy. :( and I failed miserably.
I wonder if he would forget me after one month?
Especially when he's gonna go through such serious matter,
and I'm not there for him.
Doggies have feelings, just like human beings too ya know.
Breaks my heart to think about this.
What if when I get to see him, but he doesn't like me like how he did before?
What if he didn't run to me passionately when I call and jump for me to hug him?
What if he doesn't manja me and sticks to me anymore?
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...........
JUST SO SAD AND EMO!
Momo I really hope you'll know.
I don't mean to abandon you.
And I'll always love you, like you're one of my baby.
Even though now I couldn't play with you cause your little master is born.
I'll be very sure to bring you back to me when it's time alright?
Please be safe and healthy.
Mommy will be there to pray for you, momo baby. :")
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