
a new chapter
Friday, March 5, 2010 |12:39 PM
Giving birth is hell of an experience.
But believe me, it's not that pain that i've imagined.
And they say i'm tough. Woots. *eyebrows*
(yes i'm proud of myself coughcough)
Currently waiting to go home.
Can't wait to get myself back home, it's so bored here.
All i can do is sleep, sleep and sleep.
But at least this morning i managed to find something to do.
I couldn't sleep anymore. All i do the previous 2days is just sleep.
So i woke up and walked to the nursery room myself.
Sat there and look at my baby, took the courage to carry him, as i see him struggling in the blanket.
After a while of cuddling and calling him,
For the very first time, my baby opened his eyes big, just to stare at me.
When i say 'hello baby, its mommy here', he looks as if he understands.
Or maybe he heard the voice he's always been listening to.
So he tries to see how does the very familiar 'voice' looks like.
Looking at me, no struggle, no crying, saying hello to me with his eyes.
And i also breast fed him. This time successful.
He really sucked it. Lol. But not geli wor. O.o
but then suck half way, he shitted.
The nurses were busy, changed the diaper for him myself.
Guess i still have some skills left after so many years when my brother was still a baby. *eyebrows*
and i found out,
his lips are definitely not daddy's lips.
While cuddling him, i observed my baby boy carefully. And his lips remind me of my brother's.
And my brother has always been said that he has the exact lips like mine.
So my baby has my lips. :)
oh he has double eyelids too. What else. O.o
his eyes not sure yet. Nose, i dunno how to observe a nose. Lol.
What else? His head?
His head is, big.
And long.
I mean the back side of the head isn't flat.
That's it for today. I'll be writing again soon. Hehe.
