spit it out.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010 |2:23 PM
I just need to say this stuff.
couldn't keep it within me.
just needed to spill it somewhere else.
I feel like.... I can't decide even for my own life?
Yes, I do have plans to do this and that.
but, things aren't so easy,
when you're not with your own family.
Even with the own family,
things might not go your way,
imagine where my situation is right now.
I am in a place, where I couldn't voice my opinion.
And what's worse, the hub acts as a kiddy.
The house where I will spend 1month for my maternity month.
It was said if we are fine staying there,
it will be ours to stay.
OK, honestly.
I am friggin happy.
I feel stressed out staying with the parents-in-law.
I am not the type to communicate with elders easily.
Last nite, we went over there with the parents
to sorta clean the house and bring some needed stuffs over there.
After everything is done,
went back home, and our mood was really good.
But later that night,
we were told that, the 2nd brother brought a bunch of friends,
and gambling over there in that house.
The feeling was like, a thunder struck us through.
like WHAT THE HELL rite?
There was this incident months ago,
where they say the 2nd bro wants to go over there to stay.
BUT it was just said. like rumours stuff.
that house is too big for just 1 person to stay in,
and what's worse, he wouldn't clean and take care of the house.
So , now what?
minds changed, and we're not gonna stay over there anymore?
or just for that 1 month period?
It's not that I wanna complain.
I just want to at least decide for my own life,
AND for my own child.
I am the parent,
I have the rights.
I am really happy to accept advices and sharing of experience.
But not interference into my decision and my life.
OK, I THINK THIS IS ENOUGH.
ANYMORE WILL MAKE THINGS WORSE.
THIS CRAP IS TO BE REMAIN IN THIS BLOG.
I DO NOT WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE ABOUT THIS.
THAT'S ALL. FULL STOP.
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