
31weeks.
Monday, December 28, 2009 |10:12 PM
The tummy is getting larger n larger,
baby is growing bigger n bigger,
womb is getting heavier n heavier.
The feeling now is different from how I felt the last few months.
It did not feel good on the first trimester cause of the
morning sickness, cravings, uneasy on everything,
getting disgusted even by the favourite food.
And stepping into the mid-trimester,
things were finally turning on to the bright side.
this is the best period throughout pregnancy. =)
I can finally eat well(maybe a little too well),
sleep well, enjoy well.
This is when the baby starts moving. =)
and there's nothing troublesome at all.
best time to enjoy pregnancy.
At last,
the last-trimester of pregnancy,
which is where I am right now.
Should be well-prepared for the anytime coming soon little one.
This is when I start to gain my clumsiness.
Like seriously, moving around is becoming real hard.
After a day, my back is sure to kill me at night,
giving me a hard time to get to sleep.
Breasts are secreting sticky fluids.
And I feel that my body is awfully swollen.
Tummy feels so hard n stiff, like a big over-filled balloon.
Legs get numb easily,
and cramps happens during sleep.
Can't run around anymore. =(
Have to sit diam diam.
So I'm like, sitting around,
just waiting to "PUSH! take a deep breath, PUSH!" --> give birth. lol -.-
Finally when that time comes,
I shall revenge. >=]
Revenge on who? on myself. >=]
1st, slimming down!
And the target is 40-43kg.
Telling myself, I don't care what effing method you use,
how effing hard it will be,
just get your effing weight back to 40-43kg. >=]
Even if it means NO FOOD!
I swear! If not the hubby's gonna die.
(although he's being really innocent,
but for some reason deep within somewhere else,
which even I myself don't really know where,
he IS the one to get that. LOL)
2nd, I wanna shop back what I've lost through this 10mths,
like some MAD woman. I Don't Care. wahahahaha.
3rd, I think I would give myself half a year after giving birth to my baby,
before I step into college life.
Planning to breast-feed him, and half a year should do.
I haven't really taste the feeling of life of a college student.
I must resume my studies no matter what it is.
That's the least I must promise myself. =)
What more?
Hmmm. Honeymoon perhaps?
Didn't had a real honeymoon with the hubby after married.
So it shall be next year. =)
Some seaside perhaps? That's what we've longed for.
Shall see by the time. =)
That's all for now i guess, when there's more I'll write it down. heh heh.
Shall write again soon.
Been wanting to write for quite some time,
but the timing just isn't right and finally today,
I could write it down. =D
<3's
