long lost
Thursday, June 11, 2009 |2:36 AM
yes
no updates for so long
nothing to blog about.
what to say?
my life is like a lake
quiet, lifeless, dead.
not like i'm dead or "lifeless".
just that it's the same thing over and over again....
other than the outings with the girls,
and the usual things with the boyfriend.
it's the last day today
I am free. At Last.
gonna enjoy for the upcoming half year i suppose.
there has been alot going through my mind lately.
unusual, weird, funny, happy, disturbing...
what if i ....
what if he....
what if this....
what if.... ?
haha. silly me.
My Love for you grows stronger and stronger as time goes on.
It hasn't been going downhill after these years we've been together.
I love you. No matter what.
you're the one and only for me.
me ♥ you
oh, and i found out something.
this is the frist time i listen to my real real normal voice.
the recorder was on and my mom came in to talk to me.
forgot to stop the recorder.
talking to my mom, of course, my voice should be most normal & "natural".
after playing back the record,
the first thing i did was calling my dearest
-dear, i heard my real voice.
-=.= wad u trying to say?
-my voice really macam baby. T-T
-(sweat) i wanna watch tv.
-ok, byebye T-T
my voice really ini macam punya.
==" this is actually no point.
just that,
cannot deny that i'm a "baby-voice" anymore.
nehh, itu evilll joyce suka call me that T-T.
off to my animes.
nowadays, my mood changes so fast.
i may be damn emo this very second
and then suddenly become damn hyper the next second.
hormone imbalance?
haha, don't care.
as long as i'm enjoying. \(^_^)/
♥'s
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